The Other Woman

Never thought I’d be the one with this kind of story to tell…

But here I am.

Yes I was young still am just not as naive

My curiosity got the best of me

But I wasn’t ready for this experiment

See he was older part of the reason I had interest

Maybe it was his smooth talk

The way he pretended to care about me

Or my selfish needs

Either way I made a mistake

It took me a while to snap out of

His compulsion

But when I finally did I couldn’t even look

At myself in the mirror I was too ashamed

How did I let this happen to me?

I thought I had this whole thing under control

And it was all just for fun

Did I not hear all the bullshit

In his excuses?

Tricked me into believing that we had a chance

My mind was so gone I was living

A double life

Sweet innocent girl by day and secretive selfish girl by night

Why would I put myself in this predicament?

I was playing with fire but thankfully I didn’t have get brunt

To learn my lesson

After I realized all the damaged I had done I starting questioning

My beliefs and what I stood for as a young woman

I wanted to help him but all I did was hurt me and give him the satisfaction of what he was doing was justified

Because he wasn’t happy

 In reality I shouldn’t have been trying to save him

I Should have let him deal with his personal problems alone

But damn I was stuck

Who do I care more about in this situation?

Me? you?… or her?

In the end I got the last word

Even made you cry I hurt you that’s what you said

Well boo hoo I don’t give a damn!

You used me, abused me, betrayed me and

Yet all you seem to care about is you

You don’t deserve someone like me

I’m too good for a piece of trash like you and the coward of man

That you are

So stop knocking on my door the young girl you used to

Doesn’t live here anymore

Go back to your other woman.

Ms.Donveyea