I wasn’t trying to be a playa I just like having my options & hell
Why not? I’m a single woman a FREE woman
I’m not obligated to you
Somehow our words got twisted with our actions
Now here we are going back in forth about what’s wrong and what’s right
But wait we have no commitment…
I did what I did it is what it is
You look at me & ask why?
& I admit to my selfishness
I was thinking show no emotion just have fun
Settle down? Relationship?
Naw I’m not ready for all that
That’s something you have to be prepared for
& I’m missing all the tools
You wanted to trust me give me the benefit of the doubt
Now you see that wasn’t such a good idea
I tried to tell you from the start I have trust issues
Guess you didn’t believe me & now you see it for yourself
We crossed the line___ damn now there ain’t no way we
Can be friend’s smh
You followed your heart it lead you to me but in reality I don’t fit the part
We gave it a roll but it blew out of control
You thought I was your lucky number but I play with trick dice
Wasted your time… everything happens for a reason?
Guess this is a lesson for the both of us
I had good intentions & I never wanted things to end up this way
I left honesty out of the equation
Because I couldn’t & still can’t show you the real me…
Too many risks that I don’t have the courage to take
I did have thoughts of me & you and about what we could have been
But quickly dismissed those thoughts with my assumptions and judgments
Well after all this look at the picture …
Can’t you see that we were a beautiful mistake?
Ms. Donveyea
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